The thought of “him” manages to haunt her mind ever since
she saw him for the first time among hundreds of people, however, in all
these years, through all the things she went through with a boy, it was only him
who made her feel that so called “once in a lifetime” emotion which was so
intense and electrifying, it was pure desire rushing through her veins and
racing through her heart, expressed on her face as deep, distant, silent,
mysterious looks they would give each other each time she would walk across him
as if she craved for a daily dose of that glimpse to feel the passion she still
has in her… It comes alive, awakening her inner goddess! Every time he looks
right back at her, she fears that he would understand everything in just a look
so sharp, it feels as if he sees straight through her…reading her mind, her
secret…the darkest, deepest, most intense, disturbing, erotic and passionate
thoughts she has in mind whenever she thinks of him…her fantasies!
And it all happens in just a blink of an eye...
Everyone lives an ordinary day which starts simple, just
like that one common answer everyone has, “same shit-different day” and
suddenly after a little thing everything that happened until that moment
changes in to either the best or the worst day someone could ever live without having
no expectations. Well…her day changed into what can be called “heaven is a
place on earth”!
She wakes up to an ordinary day with no sunlight to make her
feel motivated and positive so that she can plan something extraordinary to do,
and feel live and fresh! Her day goes by in the house, doing the usual,
cleaning and of course attending her facebook and twitter sessions. Even though
she knows very well that she won’t be doing nothing than just staying indoors,
she still has the urge to do make up and get dressed to feel slightly…good
about herself when she stares in to the mirror looking at her reflection showing
an unpleasant look she wants to erase! As time runs, the day nearly comes to an
end by doing absolutely nothing, until she receives a phone call that makes her
heart jump, as if that was all she needed to feel…alive! Her day begins at that very moment and she realizes
that she has the chance to live the whole day again in just an hour! At least
what she will be feeling in that short time space will be worth every second
she wasted in the past 8 hours of that day. She knows…she can feel it, this day
will be one of the best!
Luckily, she doesn’t need to spend time on her appearance
because she was already pampered up to satisfy herself without the intention of
going out and being able to see…him! She’s confused…not knowing how to feel
about the situation where she will be going to the hair salon the guy works in with
a friend of hers for the first time. Before, she knew that all she could do was
to walk by and take a look at him for only more than 40 seconds and not being
able to appreciate what she sees…his beauty, his golden blonde hair which is
perfectly styled matching his own style with his fitted black jeans and
t-shirt, his red Converses and of course his perfect skin covered with a sleeve
tattoo on his right arm. And so she picks up her bag, puts on her high heels
and heads straight to the mall where her inner goddess will finally be able to
celebrate the beauty of god’s creation which is sent to be watched in
admiration.
The sun is bright and the sky is blue, making a perfect
combination to feel the positive joy of life and once again she falls in love
with the city as she walks towards the mall and she enters with a million
dollar smile on her face and courage she never felt before…It was time to make
him realize her perfection just as much as she knew about his… As she sees her
friend waiting outside the salon everything turns in to slow motion and all she
can hear is the soft, seductive music playing with a beat that sounds like her
heart…racing! With just one step through the doors, everything becomes brighter
like the sun has burst in to a million pieces, burning in to her eyes, shining
so bright that all she can make out from all the light is him! He stands there
realizing her existence and watching her carefully, his eyes analyzing her
expressions and following her to see where she will sit or stand. She takes a
seat where the guests can wait while the customers are being groomed. Her spot
was perfect! Her view was amazing and breathe taking. He was just in front of
her doing what he was born to do which made him look even more GOD-like.
She’s fallen deep in to the visions she can see of him just
moving perfectly, giving her a look which cuts her breath and leaves her
vulnerable in his eyes while he carries on doing his work. As the boy gives her
the longest look they share, she replies with a small smile reflecting her fear
of not knowing what do to or what to express so he could understand…all she
wanted was…“HIM”…craving with thirst and hunger to taste and feel his being!
After that striking look he gives her, he starts to take steps, steps that are directed
towards her looking like as if he wants to say something, and just as he is
about to open his mouth, his eyes are narrow and in a blink of an eye, everyone
vanishes! It’s him, her and white noise! Silence became a commonality as they
felt the power of attraction pulling them closer to each other and deeper into
their eyes. She stiffens and takes a step closer to him so that he knows that
she wants him and both of them are aware that it’s only their existence
wherever they are…no one else, just them!
They can’t hold back and the music blasting through the
speakers is so intense she feels by looking in to his eyes she can reach her
climax but she wants more…she wants more of him to herself, now that she has
him alone and he is willing to give himself in, she makes the move! They slam
in to each other as if this was “meant” to happen! Touching each other’s skin,
feeling the purity, the warmth, the electric which felt like lightening every
time their tongues would meet, the taste of their delicious scents combining in
to wild flavors, pulling on each other’s hair to prove how much they desire
each other pulling their bodies closer to feel as if they have become one! It
was all she could have dreamed of, and even better, it was…passion! She can feel
his fingers digging in to her skin on her thighs as he pushes her back on to
himself and she scratches him from pleasure clenching her hands on his back and
so he pushes her in to the wall to make her feel helpless, knowing that he is
her only way in to escape and so she gives herself to him…with such freedom and
no guilt, she just wants to feel something that she has been in searching for a
long time and she has no reason to refuse!
She breaks….breaking in to pieces after her inner goddess
comes to surface, leaving her heart panting, trying to pick herself up after
what she calls her “hobbest” fantasy satisfying her soul! She straightens her
head up to see his beautiful face and to watch him with pure awe…. But, reality
kicks in!
Everything disappears as if it was all a projection of her
imagination! The visions she actually thought she was living seconds ago are
sucked up by a hoover back into her mind and she is back to where it all
began…he walks towards her, looking in to her eyes…She looks like she is about
to have a break down after what she imagined felt so real and so right, even
though it was all so wrong, she’s in denial, this can’t be! It was all so real!
As he walks over it felt like a deja vu and she feels hopeful…hopeful that it
will happen just like she fantasized! Full of hope she gives him a small smile
and;
He reaches towards her and as she holds her breath for a
second or so, he says…
“Sorry!”…grabbing the hair wax he needs to use and turns his
back, walking away from her…
